Why am i still alive?(i should know this)
There is nothing for me here.
No one understands.
Born to survive in solitary confinement.
The will to eat has left me.
Misery and pain.
Nothing good ever happened to me.
No one ever wanted to be with me.
I feel like i am always crying.
I just feel like dying every day.
The human life is a nightmare.
Suicide attempts feel like cruelty.
Everything i want always goes wrong.
I do not have the strength to try anymore.
I hate being forced to live in hell!
There is not one person for me to even talk to or touch.
I am completely alone...
When i disappear, this blog and my youtube account, will be the only proof i ever existed.
